WEEKEND WAS FRIGGIN SWEET

I had mucho fun this weekend with my Ben and other peeps. Although I will say, you KNOW there is nothing to do in Tyler when you go to the movies two days in a row. Both movies were good - to say the least. Which reminds me, if you have not seen "little miss sunshine" SEE IT! IT IS HILARIOUS!!! I know this for sure because only Ben, Russell, Chris and I laughed. The rest of the theatre laughed only at us, because we were loud, and Ben and Chris have funny laughs.

SEE LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE!!!!!! I ORDER YOU!!!!!!!!

Today was horrible...

Well my job went better - so that is ok. Unfortunately everything else is screwy. I'm really not sure about anything anymore. I don't know, maybe I am not meant for the life that has presented itself to me. Maybe I am not cut out to be happy. Who knows. All I know is I have been unsure of a lot of things lately and I don't really know how to go about changing them. I have always known what I want for myself. I have always had set goals and aspirations. Now, on the cusp of reaching said goals, I feel as though that is not what I really want. I think the problem lies with me. I think that no matter what happens to me I am going to be dissatisfied. Everything that seems so good and right always seems to become monotonous to me and almost distasteful. What is wrong with me? I know, I know, a lot. Well that's all of my ramblings for today.

Sometimes . . .

I wish I was a lesbian.

College semester is starting . . . again ... for the 12th time

Well folks, I feel like I am in the home stretch of this whole "college" thing. I mean I have been in "college" now for about 6 years, So I feel I really have the hang of it. I have one more glorious year at the beautiful and refined - don't forget refined, school of UT Tyler. Now this doesn't include student teaching so really a year and a half. But if you compare this to my 6 year total - I only have 1/6 of my college career to go. And thank God for that.

so,

I'm back.