Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Today was horrible...
Well my job went better - so that is ok. Unfortunately everything else is screwy. I'm really not sure about anything anymore. I don't know, maybe I am not meant for the life that has presented itself to me. Maybe I am not cut out to be happy. Who knows. All I know is I have been unsure of a lot of things lately and I don't really know how to go about changing them. I have always known what I want for myself. I have always had set goals and aspirations. Now, on the cusp of reaching said goals, I feel as though that is not what I really want. I think the problem lies with me. I think that no matter what happens to me I am going to be dissatisfied. Everything that seems so good and right always seems to become monotonous to me and almost distasteful. What is wrong with me? I know, I know, a lot. Well that's all of my ramblings for today.
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I am sorry. I wish your day was better. I wish I had read this sooner. I hope that you know that things do get better. You just have to have faith that they will. Who'd have thunk it? Me speaking about faith. But I mean it. Things do get better. I just hope you know that. I love you.
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